Abused wife wants to escape but is afraid to be on her own
DEAR ABBY: Iíve been married to my second husband for 14 years. Heís a great provider, but mentally and emotionally abusive.
I want to leave him, but Iím scared to live on my own. We both work, but he makes a lot of money -- which I do not -- so I guess you can say, financially Iím comfortable. But Iím miserable. Iím so unhappy I have tried to take my life.
He wanted us to be swingers and I finally gave in, and now itís all I hear about. I donít want to do it, but he doesnít care what I want. His kids are mean and disrespectful. We have no kids together (which I want but canít have, and he wonít adopt).
I feel like Iím wasting my life. Iím 43. I had to have emergency surgery and almost didnít make it, and he resented me for it. Why canít I leave him? Why am I so scared? I have no other family. -- WASTING AWAY IN THE SOUTH
DEAR WASTING AWAY: You said it yourself: You are scared to live on your own. Some people are afraid of the unknown, and you appear to be one of them. Because your husband has been coercing you into having sex with other men, I recommend you contact a support organization such as RAINN (www.rainn.org); its toll-free phone number is 800-656-HOPE (4673). Someone there can guide you in making an escape plan.
I also urge you to talk about this with an attorney, because you should not be penniless if you leave. What your husband has been doing is a form of spousal abuse, and between you and me, it shouldnít take more than five seconds of self-evaluation to conclude that you would be better off without him.
DEAR ABBY: My husband and I recently had a baby girl, our first. We both work full-time, but my husband is gone nights and weekends and Iím the primary parent at home with our daughter.
Something has been bothering me since my daughter came along. My in-laws have never once told me Iím doing a good job as a mother. Iím critiqued every time they come over, whether it be that her hands are too cold, her room is too warm or her nails are too ďsharp.Ē
They compliment my husband repeatedly, and heís the first to give all the credit to me, but I feel like they donít think Iím doing a good job and it makes me feel bad. Am I being too sensitive? -- CRITICIZED ALL THE TIME
DEAR CRITICIZED: It is possible that in making these comments, your in-laws are simply trying to be helpful. Instead of regarding them as criticism, take them under consideration.
However, if your hurt feelings persist, you -- or your husband -- should point out to his parents that in trying to be helpful, they have forgotten to be supportive, and mention some of the things you are doing right.
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